Saturday, January 31, 2004
One day left before I must head back to the classroom...sigh. In a way, exam week has been the most stressful yet one of the more relaxing weeks of the school year thus far. So much paranoia about studying, getting good marks, and getting into university, and now it's all over. Kinda. I'm not concerned that I won't get into university. No. I'm almost certain I'll get into at least 3 of the 7 programs I applied to. However, there really is only one program that I want to get into, and getting into that one is what I concern the most. If I get accepted into AFM at Waterloo, I will almost be the happiest man alive. Almost. There's only one thing that could possibly make me happier, hmm...
Anyways, so now exams done, and I can't really change the past. I'm sure I didn't do as well as I thought I did, simply because I never do. I find some people write exams and expect to totally bomb it, and then come out with high 80's and 90's. That never happens to me. If I think I bombed it, I really bombed it. The only one that really felt like that was English, so I'm certain it will fall like 3%, and maybe music class, which will probably drop 2 or 3% from the exam as well. All the others I'm pretty confidant either stayed at their current mark or went up 1%. Ideally, I should say.
Over the past few days I've gone through several waves of depression and boredom, and it kind of gets in the way when I feel I should be doing something more productive. For example, Waterloo supplementary application forms. Fortunately, spending some time with friends today cheered me up a bit today, so maybe I won't feel so bumbed out tomorrow and fill out a form or two before I have to go back to school.
School better be a lot less stressful or I'm going to implode with stress. The only things keeping me functional are chatting with Lo at 2 in the morning, chilling out with my friends, my music, and spending endless hours playing FFX2 on my PS2. By the way, that's like my favourite game in the world, it's so cool! Yeah, anyways...
Aight, that's all for now.
Anyways, so now exams done, and I can't really change the past. I'm sure I didn't do as well as I thought I did, simply because I never do. I find some people write exams and expect to totally bomb it, and then come out with high 80's and 90's. That never happens to me. If I think I bombed it, I really bombed it. The only one that really felt like that was English, so I'm certain it will fall like 3%, and maybe music class, which will probably drop 2 or 3% from the exam as well. All the others I'm pretty confidant either stayed at their current mark or went up 1%. Ideally, I should say.
Over the past few days I've gone through several waves of depression and boredom, and it kind of gets in the way when I feel I should be doing something more productive. For example, Waterloo supplementary application forms. Fortunately, spending some time with friends today cheered me up a bit today, so maybe I won't feel so bumbed out tomorrow and fill out a form or two before I have to go back to school.
School better be a lot less stressful or I'm going to implode with stress. The only things keeping me functional are chatting with Lo at 2 in the morning, chilling out with my friends, my music, and spending endless hours playing FFX2 on my PS2. By the way, that's like my favourite game in the world, it's so cool! Yeah, anyways...
Aight, that's all for now.
Thursday, January 29, 2004
The first feature about a girl that draws my attention is her eyes. Somehow I feel like I can tell so much about a girl just by gazing into her eyes. Then again, I can't really put my finger on it. It's like I can feel a sense of kindness or innocence, shaping her nature and character. I'm not sure why, but I realized this while I was watching Japanese music videos on my computer today. Maybe it's just Ayumi since she has like the coolest eyes in the world. Maybe it's just because I can't stop thinking of someone else. Maybe my boredom has just brought me to another level of deep thought, or has made my imagination go off somewhere and hasn't come back.
Aight, that's all for now.
Aight, that's all for now.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Woot! What a fun day. Actually, the day kinda sucked because I was sitting at home by myself the whole time, and nobody was around since they were all writing their crappy science exams (suckers! kekekeke). So basically I sat around trying to install some of my really old games, but I found out that a lot of them don't work on my computer since they're just too old. Ah well. I want to reformat my computer, but I'm kind of afraid I'll screw it up since I've only formatted my computer once.
Anyways, as home really sucked, at least I had an awesome time with the gifted crew out on my belated birthday gathering. Dinner was lots of fun, had some fairly odd conversations. I don't know what the big deal about pig blood is, lol. Serena drawing stick figures of people on top of each other, for her parents...Chris and his parents telling him to put his hands behind his back so that he wouldn't be touching "things"...me spelling penis wrong on a diagram of the male reproductive organ...yeeeep, interesting time!
Bowling was fun. I couldn't even crack a hundred this time, but then again, I've always sucked at bowling. I still managed to beat everybody in my lane on the second game, so it s'all good. Bubbletea was good, although it didn't last as long as I'd hoped/expected. I guess it's different with a bigger crowd, since I'm used to going there late at night and playing cards for like 2 hours. Doesn't matter though, had a good time there, and my Lychee Green Tea with Tapioca was pretty good, despite how stingy the portion the small size had to offer (I KNEW I should've gotten the large). Ah well, it was a fine time.
I dropped off Henry on the way home. My old Accord was never much match to other cars on the road when it came to speed. However, with my new V6, I raced some shmoe driving a Civic along Steeles and totally OWNED him. He was lucky I couldn't really see the lines on the road and that it was a littly icy, otherwise I would've just floored it. I love my V6!
Thanks to all coming to my birthday gathering on such short notice. I know my planning kinda sucked, but it was kind of hard with exams and all.
I wonder if Sean is still at the Mongolian grill...
Aight, that's all for now.
Anyways, as home really sucked, at least I had an awesome time with the gifted crew out on my belated birthday gathering. Dinner was lots of fun, had some fairly odd conversations. I don't know what the big deal about pig blood is, lol. Serena drawing stick figures of people on top of each other, for her parents...Chris and his parents telling him to put his hands behind his back so that he wouldn't be touching "things"...me spelling penis wrong on a diagram of the male reproductive organ...yeeeep, interesting time!
Bowling was fun. I couldn't even crack a hundred this time, but then again, I've always sucked at bowling. I still managed to beat everybody in my lane on the second game, so it s'all good. Bubbletea was good, although it didn't last as long as I'd hoped/expected. I guess it's different with a bigger crowd, since I'm used to going there late at night and playing cards for like 2 hours. Doesn't matter though, had a good time there, and my Lychee Green Tea with Tapioca was pretty good, despite how stingy the portion the small size had to offer (I KNEW I should've gotten the large). Ah well, it was a fine time.
I dropped off Henry on the way home. My old Accord was never much match to other cars on the road when it came to speed. However, with my new V6, I raced some shmoe driving a Civic along Steeles and totally OWNED him. He was lucky I couldn't really see the lines on the road and that it was a littly icy, otherwise I would've just floored it. I love my V6!
Thanks to all coming to my birthday gathering on such short notice. I know my planning kinda sucked, but it was kind of hard with exams and all.
I wonder if Sean is still at the Mongolian grill...
Aight, that's all for now.
Monday, January 26, 2004
Blah blah blah
I'm bored. Finish calc exam and accounting exam today. Both weren't too bad. Now I'm sitting here playing around with some html crap. Look at my cool mousie trailie thing! I just ripped the code off a tutorial site. I rock. Look to the Right!! It says click me. I think you should click it. It's a modeless window! That code I learned, and applied. Too bad I still don't know how to do a lot of the stuff with it. Oh well.
Studying data is boring. It's so easy. All exams have been kinda easy so far, except english (oh boy...).
Let's see, what did I have at the beginning...
94 93 92 92 88 84 84 69
Top 6 = 90.5%
Not too bad. What do I have now, approximately...
93 93 86 85 84 84 81 76
Top 6 = 87.5%
Realistically, in the ideal world, after exams I will have...
92 91 87 86 86 83 79 79
Top 6 = 87.5%
What might happen, if I really fuck upon exams...
90 90 84 84 83 80 78 74
Top 6 = 85.2%
Unrealistically, if I keep a lot of ass on exams, I would have...
94 94 89 88 87 87 85 81
Top 6 = 89.8%
Omg, wtf. Even if I unrealistically kick a lot of ass on exams, my top 6 is still less than at beginning. That's pretty freaking sad. What the hell!!! WHYYY!!! It's not fair.....!!!! Now I'm less bored. Making up numbers is kind of fun actually. Maybe if my English hadn't fallen 12 freaking percent originally I wouldn't be so fucking paranoid. FUCK!!!...
Aight, that's all for now.
I'm bored. Finish calc exam and accounting exam today. Both weren't too bad. Now I'm sitting here playing around with some html crap. Look at my cool mousie trailie thing! I just ripped the code off a tutorial site. I rock. Look to the Right!! It says click me. I think you should click it. It's a modeless window! That code I learned, and applied. Too bad I still don't know how to do a lot of the stuff with it. Oh well.
Studying data is boring. It's so easy. All exams have been kinda easy so far, except english (oh boy...).
Let's see, what did I have at the beginning...
94 93 92 92 88 84 84 69
Top 6 = 90.5%
Not too bad. What do I have now, approximately...
93 93 86 85 84 84 81 76
Top 6 = 87.5%
Realistically, in the ideal world, after exams I will have...
92 91 87 86 86 83 79 79
Top 6 = 87.5%
What might happen, if I really fuck upon exams...
90 90 84 84 83 80 78 74
Top 6 = 85.2%
Unrealistically, if I keep a lot of ass on exams, I would have...
94 94 89 88 87 87 85 81
Top 6 = 89.8%
Omg, wtf. Even if I unrealistically kick a lot of ass on exams, my top 6 is still less than at beginning. That's pretty freaking sad. What the hell!!! WHYYY!!! It's not fair.....!!!! Now I'm less bored. Making up numbers is kind of fun actually. Maybe if my English hadn't fallen 12 freaking percent originally I wouldn't be so fucking paranoid. FUCK!!!...
Aight, that's all for now.
Friday, January 23, 2004
First time I ever tried this song. 100% of top. Not too shabby.
Anyways, the computers exam was today. I was hoping I'd totally own it since my computers mark started to suck absolute dingus lately, along with all my other marks. As a result, I got 19/25 on multiple choice, so there goes my hopes for a perfect or high 90! I'm glad all my programs worked though, but I couldn't figure out on the spot how to create an ordered doubly linked list, so I just took the nubby way out and didn't put it in order, therefore I just lost 5 marks there too. Sigh...
Went to lunch with Kitty at Peach Tree Plaza. We saw Serena there. It was cool. Lunch costed 7 bucks with the tip. I paid 6. Kitty didn't eat much. Word.
Aight, that's all for now.
Anyways, the computers exam was today. I was hoping I'd totally own it since my computers mark started to suck absolute dingus lately, along with all my other marks. As a result, I got 19/25 on multiple choice, so there goes my hopes for a perfect or high 90! I'm glad all my programs worked though, but I couldn't figure out on the spot how to create an ordered doubly linked list, so I just took the nubby way out and didn't put it in order, therefore I just lost 5 marks there too. Sigh...
Went to lunch with Kitty at Peach Tree Plaza. We saw Serena there. It was cool. Lunch costed 7 bucks with the tip. I paid 6. Kitty didn't eat much. Word.
Aight, that's all for now.
Thursday, January 22, 2004
I got thirsty, so I went down to my fridge. All we have left is milk, coke, and prune juice. We're halfway done the last bag of milk. I think I'm going to cry!
Aight, that's all for now.
Aight, that's all for now.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Guess what I did today...
Yeeeeah, I kinda wasted away another night doing nothing... I actually had a couple scores tonight that were clean of any misses, but they just weren't 99%+, so I didn't bother with the picture. I also changed the girl in the picture because Kitty didn't think mine was that cute. This one is okay, I guess.
The algebra geometry exam wasn't too bad today. In fact, I found it pretty easy. The only part I didn't know how to do was that stupid power of a set thing and determining the alpha, beta, and delta angles of a vector (which I still don't know how to do), oh well. I hope I get around 85% on that. No exams tomorrow, therefore no studying for tonight! I'm so bad...haha.
Aight, that's all for now.
Yeeeeah, I kinda wasted away another night doing nothing... I actually had a couple scores tonight that were clean of any misses, but they just weren't 99%+, so I didn't bother with the picture. I also changed the girl in the picture because Kitty didn't think mine was that cute. This one is okay, I guess.
The algebra geometry exam wasn't too bad today. In fact, I found it pretty easy. The only part I didn't know how to do was that stupid power of a set thing and determining the alpha, beta, and delta angles of a vector (which I still don't know how to do), oh well. I hope I get around 85% on that. No exams tomorrow, therefore no studying for tonight! I'm so bad...haha.
Aight, that's all for now.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
I have an algebry geometry exam tomorrow. Look at what I accomplished tonight! I'm so proud...
And this is why I'm going to fail my algebra geometry exam =)
Aight, that's all for now!
And this is why I'm going to fail my algebra geometry exam =)
Aight, that's all for now!
Guess what! I got bored, so I made a face-pic account.
CLICK ME!!!!
English exam today! I failed. Hands down. At first I thought I was going along pretty smoothly. I even answered some weird question I've never seen before. Find the focus of such and such paragraphs and blah blah blah. What the hell is focus? Whatever, I put something down, probably didn't make sense, but oh well. So I THOUGHT I was pretty good with time, when the supervisor announces "20 minutes left!", and I'm thinking "OH FUCK!" since I still had to do a rhetorical device, three phrases in their context, and the whole personal response question! So I rushed through the rhetorical device and the three phrases in their context, which I wrote two sentences for each (one for the explanation and one for the relationship back to the thesis for a 2/2, right...? RIGHT?!) Oh well. I had 5 minutes to cram down a 12 mark question, and I didn't really finish it, although I did end up with a load of bs that resembled three paragraphs, kinda.
The last 5 minutes was basically me frantically scribbling random jibberish and screaming in my head "COME ON!!!! BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS!!!" Which would be why I failed this exam well. Looks like my English mark is going to fucking plummet into the ground, holy shiiiiitttt!
Sigh...
Aight, that's all for now.
CLICK ME!!!!
English exam today! I failed. Hands down. At first I thought I was going along pretty smoothly. I even answered some weird question I've never seen before. Find the focus of such and such paragraphs and blah blah blah. What the hell is focus? Whatever, I put something down, probably didn't make sense, but oh well. So I THOUGHT I was pretty good with time, when the supervisor announces "20 minutes left!", and I'm thinking "OH FUCK!" since I still had to do a rhetorical device, three phrases in their context, and the whole personal response question! So I rushed through the rhetorical device and the three phrases in their context, which I wrote two sentences for each (one for the explanation and one for the relationship back to the thesis for a 2/2, right...? RIGHT?!) Oh well. I had 5 minutes to cram down a 12 mark question, and I didn't really finish it, although I did end up with a load of bs that resembled three paragraphs, kinda.
The last 5 minutes was basically me frantically scribbling random jibberish and screaming in my head "COME ON!!!! BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS BS!!!" Which would be why I failed this exam well. Looks like my English mark is going to fucking plummet into the ground, holy shiiiiitttt!
Sigh...
Aight, that's all for now.
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to ... ... ... ... me-eeeee...
Happy birthday to ... me.
Yay! I'm 18. Why do I feel like I'm 13 still??? I wish I were 16. I can almost drink!
Yeeeeah, today was pretty boring. I spent most of my afternoon "studying". It was snowing outside, and it looked nice and pretty! It would've been so much lovelier had it been sunny. Dinner was awesome though. Me and my parents went to The Keg where I had escargots and a Sirloin Oscar which was awesome. Dessert was a delicious mocha ice cream pie thing, so yummy yummy!
The bill was a lil steep, but wuts new.
Did I mention that it snowed on my birthday? I don't like snow. In fact, I kind of hate snow. It's cold, and wet, and I have to walk home in it. Damn you winter. Why must you suck?
Aight, that's all for now.
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to ... ... ... ... me-eeeee...
Happy birthday to ... me.
Yay! I'm 18. Why do I feel like I'm 13 still??? I wish I were 16. I can almost drink!
Yeeeeah, today was pretty boring. I spent most of my afternoon "studying". It was snowing outside, and it looked nice and pretty! It would've been so much lovelier had it been sunny. Dinner was awesome though. Me and my parents went to The Keg where I had escargots and a Sirloin Oscar which was awesome. Dessert was a delicious mocha ice cream pie thing, so yummy yummy!
The bill was a lil steep, but wuts new.
Did I mention that it snowed on my birthday? I don't like snow. In fact, I kind of hate snow. It's cold, and wet, and I have to walk home in it. Damn you winter. Why must you suck?
Aight, that's all for now.
Thursday, January 15, 2004
¢Dr3j0yc3 - u so sexy! kekekeke says:
okay, then when it gets warmed, u have to wear it everyday
ChubbyCheeks says:
ummm no..lol
ChubbyCheeks says:
i'll wear the shirt and pants but nothing else
So now we know a little more about her. =)
okay, then when it gets warmed, u have to wear it everyday
ChubbyCheeks says:
ummm no..lol
ChubbyCheeks says:
i'll wear the shirt and pants but nothing else
So now we know a little more about her. =)
Wheeee Blah blah borrrreddddddddd
Exams coming soon. I should be studying, or doing homework. I'm doing neither, haven't done any actual work since school ended.
I did play lots of flash flash revolution though! This one song is pissing me off...it's called The Sunshine and Snowman or The Snowman and Sunshine or The Sunshine Snowman or The Snowshine Sunman or something, whatever.
Perfect : high 500 something
Good : 40 something
Average : 1
Miss : 1
Boo! : 1
Rank : 161 !!!
My score was listed as 98% of the value of the top score, and I was ranked 161?!!? And I kept screwing on that one part that was 6 steps from the end, so I don't get any non-miss/boo runs, so gay. I spent like half an hour trying just to get in top 10, but I couldn't even crack top 100! Sigh...
I don't wanna work. Too many things on my mind...
Aight that's all for now.
Exams coming soon. I should be studying, or doing homework. I'm doing neither, haven't done any actual work since school ended.
I did play lots of flash flash revolution though! This one song is pissing me off...it's called The Sunshine and Snowman or The Snowman and Sunshine or The Sunshine Snowman or The Snowshine Sunman or something, whatever.
Perfect : high 500 something
Good : 40 something
Average : 1
Miss : 1
Boo! : 1
Rank : 161 !!!
My score was listed as 98% of the value of the top score, and I was ranked 161?!!? And I kept screwing on that one part that was 6 steps from the end, so I don't get any non-miss/boo runs, so gay. I spent like half an hour trying just to get in top 10, but I couldn't even crack top 100! Sigh...
I don't wanna work. Too many things on my mind...
Aight that's all for now.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Agh! Just blogging a bit before I start on my endless calculus homework and my English essay homework. So tired from band. Watchman sounds awesome. Sleep sounds really cool on the second page because I can start playing really really loud and it actually sounds good and fitting to the music. My lips are so dead though. Sigh...
I find that some songs remind me of certain people. Actually, lemme rephrase that. Some songs always remind me of certain girls. I'm not sure why, but I have certain songs that keep making me think of them when it comes up on my winamp or stereo system. Not all girls have a song though, just some. It just kind of dawned on me when I was listening to Ryoko Hirosue - Summer Sunset (which, by the way, is a really nice song), and I started thinking of someone. Now it's just kinda stuck. Weird.
Not much to say...oh well. I should start on my calculus homework now!
Aight, that's all for now.
I find that some songs remind me of certain people. Actually, lemme rephrase that. Some songs always remind me of certain girls. I'm not sure why, but I have certain songs that keep making me think of them when it comes up on my winamp or stereo system. Not all girls have a song though, just some. It just kind of dawned on me when I was listening to Ryoko Hirosue - Summer Sunset (which, by the way, is a really nice song), and I started thinking of someone. Now it's just kinda stuck. Weird.
Not much to say...oh well. I should start on my calculus homework now!
Aight, that's all for now.
Friday, January 09, 2004
Happy birthday Stacy!
And happy birthday to my bro!
Went to Peter's Dining for my bro's birthday dinner. It's a fancy little restaurant in the middle of nowhere along highway 7. The food was a little expensive, but I enjoyed it all. Actually, I think we really got our money's worth, because despite how much everything costed, there was more than enough food to fill our stomachs. My meal costed $24.95 for 18 ribs, fries, and a cup of clam chowder. That's pretty awesome deal. Yummy ribs, and I had to take some home because there were too many! Breakfast ribs, yay!
I think other's there ordered steaks and seafood platters, and it was all really yummy. I love classy dinners! =)
School was kind of boring today. I should've went to see LOTR, but oh well. I'll just go see it by myself sometime. Or maybe I should ask someone to go with me, hmm...! =)
Aight, that's all for now.
And happy birthday to my bro!
Went to Peter's Dining for my bro's birthday dinner. It's a fancy little restaurant in the middle of nowhere along highway 7. The food was a little expensive, but I enjoyed it all. Actually, I think we really got our money's worth, because despite how much everything costed, there was more than enough food to fill our stomachs. My meal costed $24.95 for 18 ribs, fries, and a cup of clam chowder. That's pretty awesome deal. Yummy ribs, and I had to take some home because there were too many! Breakfast ribs, yay!
I think other's there ordered steaks and seafood platters, and it was all really yummy. I love classy dinners! =)
School was kind of boring today. I should've went to see LOTR, but oh well. I'll just go see it by myself sometime. Or maybe I should ask someone to go with me, hmm...! =)
Aight, that's all for now.
Thursday, January 08, 2004
Hmm, it's 10:00pm, and I haven't started my homework. Oh well.
I spent most of my time today doing nothing, how did the time fly.
Well, an hour went by from watching the first half of Laputa - Castle in the Sky.
It's such a cool movie. The fight scenes are hilarious. It's my brother's birthday tomorrow.
It's also Stacy's birthday tomorrow.
I don't know what else to say in today's blog. I'll double space it so it seems like it's longer. I'm just so tired.
Go download that movie.
Ugh...
Aight, that's all for now.
I spent most of my time today doing nothing, how did the time fly.
Well, an hour went by from watching the first half of Laputa - Castle in the Sky.
It's such a cool movie. The fight scenes are hilarious. It's my brother's birthday tomorrow.
It's also Stacy's birthday tomorrow.
I don't know what else to say in today's blog. I'll double space it so it seems like it's longer. I'm just so tired.
Go download that movie.
Ugh...
Aight, that's all for now.
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Sigh...tired.
Grade 10 band sounds terrible. They didn't need me to come in to their rehearsal this morning. What they really need is some hard core sectionallllllll!
Me and Lo were supposed to present that Bre-X thing in accounting today. Since class ran out of time, we got post-poned again, to the Monday 2 weeks from now. We're never going to get to present. =/
Today was relatively boring and sleepy. About 5 minutes ago, I stood in front of the mirror, and just looked at how tired I was. Then I came to my computer and decided to blog about how a girl is like a pineapple.
From far away, she looks so cool.
Up close, you're not really sure what to do.
If you take your time and get to know her, you can get to know her sweet side. (the inside, eh?) (lol, oh boy...)
If you try to rush it, you'll probably end up getting scratched.
You'll choose her over any other girl, even if her friends seem easier to flirt with.
Her hair seems to stick out as one of her exotic features that draws your attention.
You enjoy her sweet company, any time, anywhere.
Fruits are too easy, I'll try something a little more challenging tomorrow.
Aight, that's all for now.
Grade 10 band sounds terrible. They didn't need me to come in to their rehearsal this morning. What they really need is some hard core sectionallllllll!
Me and Lo were supposed to present that Bre-X thing in accounting today. Since class ran out of time, we got post-poned again, to the Monday 2 weeks from now. We're never going to get to present. =/
Today was relatively boring and sleepy. About 5 minutes ago, I stood in front of the mirror, and just looked at how tired I was. Then I came to my computer and decided to blog about how a girl is like a pineapple.
From far away, she looks so cool.
Up close, you're not really sure what to do.
If you take your time and get to know her, you can get to know her sweet side. (the inside, eh?) (lol, oh boy...)
If you try to rush it, you'll probably end up getting scratched.
You'll choose her over any other girl, even if her friends seem easier to flirt with.
Her hair seems to stick out as one of her exotic features that draws your attention.
You enjoy her sweet company, any time, anywhere.
Fruits are too easy, I'll try something a little more challenging tomorrow.
Aight, that's all for now.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
So there I was sitting in computers class today, contemplating a task that I was considering to fulfill right after class. Then Mr. A comes out and announces that we have an ISP project for computers! It shouldn't be as hard as the English ISP, and should actually be a little more fun, but much harder to bs. Then it hit me! It just suddenly occured to me. Talking to a girl is like an writing an ISP project.
You're not sure where to start
You're not sure what to say once you've started
It feels easier once you're in the groove
Takes a hell of a lot of time out of your life
When you screw up, you have to start all over with a new explanation
You will ALWAYS screw up
You are made to believe that there is more than one way to interpret her, but in reality, there is only the wrong way
You will never be exactly right
It's intimidating, you're too scared to start, though the outcome may be appealing
Some people are better at it than others
You get to a certain point nothing else matters and it eats you up inside
...
Keep in mind, I mean talking to a girl you've never talked to before of course. =/
I got owned in English today. I guess I'm much dumber in prose than I thought. I had 92 first term. Now I have 80. FUCK!
I might be able to salvage 5% or so from rewriting some assignments, so maybe it's not all at a loss!
Sigh...
Aight, that's all for now.
You're not sure where to start
You're not sure what to say once you've started
It feels easier once you're in the groove
Takes a hell of a lot of time out of your life
When you screw up, you have to start all over with a new explanation
You will ALWAYS screw up
You are made to believe that there is more than one way to interpret her, but in reality, there is only the wrong way
You will never be exactly right
It's intimidating, you're too scared to start, though the outcome may be appealing
Some people are better at it than others
You get to a certain point nothing else matters and it eats you up inside
...
Keep in mind, I mean talking to a girl you've never talked to before of course. =/
I got owned in English today. I guess I'm much dumber in prose than I thought. I had 92 first term. Now I have 80. FUCK!
I might be able to salvage 5% or so from rewriting some assignments, so maybe it's not all at a loss!
Sigh...
Aight, that's all for now.
Monday, January 05, 2004
Guess who's bored again! I should really be working on my ISP or my calculus homework, but I need to take a break.
A girl is like the pancake bunny.
She looks cute with accessories.
She makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside when you're holding her.
(I can't believe I just said fuzzy)
Her touch is so soft and warm.
Everybody thinks she's absolutely adorable.
...
None of this had anything to do with the pancake, except maybe the comment about accessories.
I think the ISP is getting to me. I better get back to work.
Aight, that's all for now.
A girl is like the pancake bunny.
She looks cute with accessories.
She makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside when you're holding her.
(I can't believe I just said fuzzy)
Her touch is so soft and warm.
Everybody thinks she's absolutely adorable.
...
None of this had anything to do with the pancake, except maybe the comment about accessories.
I think the ISP is getting to me. I better get back to work.
Aight, that's all for now.
Sunday, January 04, 2004
So I was sitting here one day, working on my ISP, when I thought, "What would be a ridiculous analogy for a girl?"
The first thing that came to my mind was Apple. So thus I was faced with a challenge.
A girl is like an apple.
You can't pick her too early, otherwise she'd be too young and you'd be rendered a pedophile.
She can be awesomely sweet.
If you drop her on the ground, she'll probably bruise.
She can also be wickedly sour.
...
The only way to get to the sweet stuff is to peel off the outer layer. =)
Maybe I'll come up with a better analogy tomorrow.
Aight, that's all for now.
The first thing that came to my mind was Apple. So thus I was faced with a challenge.
A girl is like an apple.
You can't pick her too early, otherwise she'd be too young and you'd be rendered a pedophile.
She can be awesomely sweet.
If you drop her on the ground, she'll probably bruise.
She can also be wickedly sour.
...
The only way to get to the sweet stuff is to peel off the outer layer. =)
Maybe I'll come up with a better analogy tomorrow.
Aight, that's all for now.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Typical Conversation with Kitty.
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:01 PM) :
hahahahah funny how we passed our literacy test :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:02 PM) :
i failed, but i made sure the 20 wouldn't fall out of the envelope
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:03 PM) :
hahahahaha wow...a 20 covered it all?
minimum of 100 dude :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:04 PM) :
that's a lot of free sex coupons
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:10 PM) :
so? ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:11 PM) :
look, i know that i'm a machine, but 100 is really pushing it
i mean, even u would have a hard time doin 100
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:12 PM) :
me? but i can't compare to Ken the great :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:13 PM) :
wut r u talking about? i remember the other time i was completely exhausted and u were still going like a maniac
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:14 PM) :
the other time? ^^
the time at your house?
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:15 PM) :
i think it was ur house
there were like 10 of us
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:17 PM) :
wow...(i don't think i have a bed that fits 10)...the living room floor? ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:17 PM) :
yeah, floor
we were watching a movie at the same time i remember
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:18 PM) :
hahah porno?
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:18 PM) :
it's not like we watch nething else
u love watching that woman on woman action
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:19 PM) :
terence was there that time, i remember
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:20 PM) :
hahahah can't forget terence...
what are you talking about? it's all about the gay guys ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:20 PM) :
only some kind of sick pervert would be into gay guys
a sick pervert like u, annnnd maybe terence
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:22 PM) :
hahah blame it on terence...
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:22 PM) :
i guess...he DID choose the movie
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:23 PM) :
exactly ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:23 PM) :
im so blogging this now =)
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:24 PM) :
hahahah oh geez~
i can't believe i'm doing this :p
maybe that's what i get for not being out of the house for the last week
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:25 PM) :
doin house calls now, eh?
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:26 PM) :
hahahah oh ken...such an imagination
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:26 PM) :
unless that was just a dream...then again, it was better than usual
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:28 PM) :
hahah hey you never know...some dreams are quite the realistic dreams :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:29 PM) :
i think ur gonna have to prove it to me, errr rite now
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:31 PM) :
hahahaahah drives over
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:32 PM) :
it's gonna cost u
i charge by the discharge
hahahahaha good one ken
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:33 PM) :
hahaha
okay...i can't stop laughing at your stupid puns :p
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:34 PM) :
lol, that's just cuz im so good at it
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:35 PM) :
hahahah oh boi ^^
...
Oh boy indeed, haha.
Aight, that's all for now.
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:01 PM) :
hahahahah funny how we passed our literacy test :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:02 PM) :
i failed, but i made sure the 20 wouldn't fall out of the envelope
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:03 PM) :
hahahahaha wow...a 20 covered it all?
minimum of 100 dude :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:04 PM) :
that's a lot of free sex coupons
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:10 PM) :
so? ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:11 PM) :
look, i know that i'm a machine, but 100 is really pushing it
i mean, even u would have a hard time doin 100
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:12 PM) :
me? but i can't compare to Ken the great :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:13 PM) :
wut r u talking about? i remember the other time i was completely exhausted and u were still going like a maniac
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:14 PM) :
the other time? ^^
the time at your house?
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:15 PM) :
i think it was ur house
there were like 10 of us
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:17 PM) :
wow...(i don't think i have a bed that fits 10)...the living room floor? ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:17 PM) :
yeah, floor
we were watching a movie at the same time i remember
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:18 PM) :
hahah porno?
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:18 PM) :
it's not like we watch nething else
u love watching that woman on woman action
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:19 PM) :
terence was there that time, i remember
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:20 PM) :
hahahah can't forget terence...
what are you talking about? it's all about the gay guys ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:20 PM) :
only some kind of sick pervert would be into gay guys
a sick pervert like u, annnnd maybe terence
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:22 PM) :
hahah blame it on terence...
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:22 PM) :
i guess...he DID choose the movie
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:23 PM) :
exactly ^^
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:23 PM) :
im so blogging this now =)
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:24 PM) :
hahahah oh geez~
i can't believe i'm doing this :p
maybe that's what i get for not being out of the house for the last week
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:25 PM) :
doin house calls now, eh?
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:26 PM) :
hahahah oh ken...such an imagination
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:26 PM) :
unless that was just a dream...then again, it was better than usual
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:28 PM) :
hahah hey you never know...some dreams are quite the realistic dreams :)
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:29 PM) :
i think ur gonna have to prove it to me, errr rite now
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:31 PM) :
hahahaahah drives over
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:32 PM) :
it's gonna cost u
i charge by the discharge
hahahahaha good one ken
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:33 PM) :
hahaha
okay...i can't stop laughing at your stupid puns :p
D®ag°n $|a¥oR (11:34 PM) :
lol, that's just cuz im so good at it
Mr. Bear :Þ (11:35 PM) :
hahahah oh boi ^^
...
Oh boy indeed, haha.
Aight, that's all for now.
Thursday, January 01, 2004
HEY! I'm pretty tired...
First of all, Happy New Years to everybody, and thanks for everybody who attended the New Year's party at my house. It was a lot of fun for me.
I went through a bit of hell trying to find who was bringing what, and whether that would be appropriate and such. Then I went through a new level of hell interrogating each and every person coming to see how they were arriving to my house, because there was only space for 2 more vehicles in my driveway. I thought the preparation stage was done, and that hell already passed over. Boy was I ever wrong.
So Lo came early to start making his Caeser salad things, which was kinda fun, mostly just ripping and cutting up lettuce. Then Diana came early, with more or less nothing to do. Then Grace came early to start making her onion soup with some of Diana's assistance. Soon the kitchen was already in havoc, and essentially only 2 dishes were there! Then people started arriving, and food started to pile all over the place! Questions! Questions! People, put your stuff over here please! Jackets in the closet! Ahhhh!!!
Dinner wasn't so stressful. Only real work I did here was cut up and serve the lasagna that Drew brought, which turned out to be pretty good stuff. After dinner though, ohhhh boy... The kitchen was absolutely DISGUSTING! Dishes everywhere, a TONNE of leftovers, mess here, spill there, insanity!!!
I didn't want to touch that mess yet, so I just left it, lol. We ended up karaoke-ing until like 11:30pm, which turned out to be a lot of fun. Thank you Serena for bringing your VCD collection, because my selection was quite small and limited and quite crappy to say the least. Too bad so many people were too shy to sing, they were missing out on the real fun. I was losing my voice though since I was singing most of the songs in their actual range, which meant I had to use falseto for just about every song.
Then there was Grace's birthday cake. By the way, happy birthday Grace! Even though it passed already...Anyways, that left another mess in the dining room. Sigh... We were eating cake while watching the closely arriving countdown...that everybody screwed up! I don't know how you guys can suck at counting so much, that was absolutely pathetic. I'm kind of glad I didn't really join in on the counting, haha.
Then there was the glow sticking and stringing, where I made a total embarassment of myself because I still suck at stringing, hehe. Ah well. Then there was hide n go seek, which lasted only 2 rounds before people started getting tired of it. Soon enough people started leaving since it was time for them to leave anyways...leaving just a handful of guys!
I believe we spent the next 3 hours playing video games and eating old chicken wings. Around 5:00am, I decided I had to do something about the hell in my kitchen, and I mean HELL! Since people were starting to get tired, a lot of them left, leaving Sean, Drew, and Henry behind, who all turned out to be a great help in the clean-up. Thanks guys.
I didn't know how to use the dishwasher, so I ended up cleaning every single fucking dish and utensil by hand. I've never had to do such a large-scale clean-up in my house ever! It wasn't too bad though. In two hours, I finished washing all the dishes, and cleaning up the general eating vicinity...kinda. I'd say I did a pretty good job cleaning up, even though the ground was still disgusting, but I couldn't vacuum until later anyways.
Henry left around 7. I finished cleaning up around 7. I went to the family room, turned off the tv, and collapsed on the still-disgusting floor with Sean and Drew. We pretty much slept until 11. Then they left.
11am. Time to vacuum! Pretty straight forward job. The family room was in shambles, but it was just a matter of rearranging everything again. The big orange garbage bag wouldn't fit in any of our plastic recepticles outside our house because it was so fucking packed with garbage. If the raccoons get to that... I just won't care actually. Stupid raccoons. The kitchen smells pretty gross because the garbage kind of sat there wide open for the whole night, so now the kitchen is being aerated.
Showered. Started blogging.
Thank you to everybody who came! I had a lot of fun! You guys are all pigs, but I still love you!
Sigh...
I think I need to talk about other stuff too.
One of the worst and best things about girls is that the really cute ones keep coming back to haunt me. Yesterday I only got like 3 hours of sleep, and ended up sitting in bed for 3 hours because I had a dream about some girl at school (*ahem). She's so cuuute! Yeah anyways, as a result, I actually stayed up 24 hours. Interesting.
Hahahahaha...I'm so sad.
Aight, that's all for now.
First of all, Happy New Years to everybody, and thanks for everybody who attended the New Year's party at my house. It was a lot of fun for me.
I went through a bit of hell trying to find who was bringing what, and whether that would be appropriate and such. Then I went through a new level of hell interrogating each and every person coming to see how they were arriving to my house, because there was only space for 2 more vehicles in my driveway. I thought the preparation stage was done, and that hell already passed over. Boy was I ever wrong.
So Lo came early to start making his Caeser salad things, which was kinda fun, mostly just ripping and cutting up lettuce. Then Diana came early, with more or less nothing to do. Then Grace came early to start making her onion soup with some of Diana's assistance. Soon the kitchen was already in havoc, and essentially only 2 dishes were there! Then people started arriving, and food started to pile all over the place! Questions! Questions! People, put your stuff over here please! Jackets in the closet! Ahhhh!!!
Dinner wasn't so stressful. Only real work I did here was cut up and serve the lasagna that Drew brought, which turned out to be pretty good stuff. After dinner though, ohhhh boy... The kitchen was absolutely DISGUSTING! Dishes everywhere, a TONNE of leftovers, mess here, spill there, insanity!!!
I didn't want to touch that mess yet, so I just left it, lol. We ended up karaoke-ing until like 11:30pm, which turned out to be a lot of fun. Thank you Serena for bringing your VCD collection, because my selection was quite small and limited and quite crappy to say the least. Too bad so many people were too shy to sing, they were missing out on the real fun. I was losing my voice though since I was singing most of the songs in their actual range, which meant I had to use falseto for just about every song.
Then there was Grace's birthday cake. By the way, happy birthday Grace! Even though it passed already...Anyways, that left another mess in the dining room. Sigh... We were eating cake while watching the closely arriving countdown...that everybody screwed up! I don't know how you guys can suck at counting so much, that was absolutely pathetic. I'm kind of glad I didn't really join in on the counting, haha.
Then there was the glow sticking and stringing, where I made a total embarassment of myself because I still suck at stringing, hehe. Ah well. Then there was hide n go seek, which lasted only 2 rounds before people started getting tired of it. Soon enough people started leaving since it was time for them to leave anyways...leaving just a handful of guys!
I believe we spent the next 3 hours playing video games and eating old chicken wings. Around 5:00am, I decided I had to do something about the hell in my kitchen, and I mean HELL! Since people were starting to get tired, a lot of them left, leaving Sean, Drew, and Henry behind, who all turned out to be a great help in the clean-up. Thanks guys.
I didn't know how to use the dishwasher, so I ended up cleaning every single fucking dish and utensil by hand. I've never had to do such a large-scale clean-up in my house ever! It wasn't too bad though. In two hours, I finished washing all the dishes, and cleaning up the general eating vicinity...kinda. I'd say I did a pretty good job cleaning up, even though the ground was still disgusting, but I couldn't vacuum until later anyways.
Henry left around 7. I finished cleaning up around 7. I went to the family room, turned off the tv, and collapsed on the still-disgusting floor with Sean and Drew. We pretty much slept until 11. Then they left.
11am. Time to vacuum! Pretty straight forward job. The family room was in shambles, but it was just a matter of rearranging everything again. The big orange garbage bag wouldn't fit in any of our plastic recepticles outside our house because it was so fucking packed with garbage. If the raccoons get to that... I just won't care actually. Stupid raccoons. The kitchen smells pretty gross because the garbage kind of sat there wide open for the whole night, so now the kitchen is being aerated.
Showered. Started blogging.
Thank you to everybody who came! I had a lot of fun! You guys are all pigs, but I still love you!
Sigh...
I think I need to talk about other stuff too.
One of the worst and best things about girls is that the really cute ones keep coming back to haunt me. Yesterday I only got like 3 hours of sleep, and ended up sitting in bed for 3 hours because I had a dream about some girl at school (*ahem). She's so cuuute! Yeah anyways, as a result, I actually stayed up 24 hours. Interesting.
Hahahahaha...I'm so sad.
Aight, that's all for now.
